i like to think of myself as a deep guy...i love all kinds of deeps: pesto deep, spinach and artichoke deep, and, my favorite, our homemade, world famous, taco deep...

nyeknyeknyek...annoying

that's the kind of hirit that i wouldnt find funny, unless i was really tired and needed a joke, any joke, to cheer me up. its kinda like how when you're fasting. anything you look at thats edible suddenly becomes appetizing. but if i were in a normal mood, i wouldnt appreciate an attempt at humor like that whatsoever, which is weird because im the one who said (or typed, if you want to be technical) it just now. so can i be annoyed with myself? well, this leads me to my topic for today: if you, as you are now, were to meet yourself, as you are now, how would you find yourself? o diba...i told you i was deep...

ive thought about this question quite a number of times, usually at those moments when there's nothing to do, like in school during a lecture. ive imagined scenarios where i meet myself, because while i like to think that my charming personality can override the circumstances, i must face the fact that the specific situation will play a great part in influencing the results of the encounter. so i play the situations over and over in my mind...how would i respond to my own greeting? would i be in a good mood or bad one? would i be charmed by my own personality, or would i come on too strong and be turned off at my own brashness? now, this may seem like a very narssicistic (narcissistic? narsisitic? whatever...) way of thinking. but, it can also be a good exercise to develop self-awareness. i personally think, id annoy myself at least half the time...

well, that's as far as i got...im still trying to translate the other stuff from brain chemistry to actual words and sentences. so im putting it up for observation... please feel free to write your comments (just as i feel free to ignore them. hehe). but seriously, it always helps to have something to work on. like the tomato thing came from linny having mentioned sundried tomatoes in one of her posts. so fire away!